I don't know if I should make myself get over it. It's possible to make yourself get over anything and "accept reality". It's easy to find reasons to let go of things or people, but we can't forget that right at the start, we chose to accept things/people despite the flaws. There must've been a reason why we held on then, but now we have to let go. Do I really have to? I don't want to. I shall not, until the answer is a concrete, dead end. I don't know if I believe in magic like some people do. People are next to each other because of choice.

I'm wondering why I'm using "we" instead of "I" in the above paragraph when this is obviously quite personal.